Sorry for not posting as much, I've been really busy that I've even forgotten my blog's username, let alone password. I've missed you guys <3 (I don't even think you guys exist, but oh well..)
I'm going to make this post something to think about. Some may even relate while others won't understand a word. But i'll try to simplify my thoughts as much as I could.
*cough*
If I had to describe this soul, I would say it's nothing but blackness. One that is filled with evil, chaos, and everything in between. I might even mention how much I despise this soul. Why might I DESPISE a soul? Despise may seem too harsh of a word to use, but I believe it is the perfect way to explain the agony that casts over me just thinking about this particular soul. I despise this soul because it never seems to come in peace with my soul. It is the complete opposite of my soul. Thus, our souls are never in agreement nor at rest. In this case, opposites never attract. Nonetheless, there is something between this Yin and Yang. Something that makes them inseparable. Maybe in reality they were meant to be bonded, despite their differences. Breaking them apart may cause even worse perturb. Maybe those two states were really meant to be solitary, or in other words, they are "merely two aspects of a single reality."
If all of what I just said made no sense to you, I'll give you a better example to clear things up. Lets say there was this one individual that no matter what, never got along with you and vice versa. You never understood each other and always came in conflict. Yet there was something deep inside the both of you that wouldn't let you and that person to simply walk away from each other, but in the end you are deemed to face each other once again, no matter how hard you try to avoid that person. You might end up accepting the fact that this person is COMPLETELY contrastive, and you, in no way, have the ability to change that. In the end you will come to a conclusion that you desperately need your "other half" or your Yang. Truth is hard to accept, but accepting it is what brings harmony and balance. Yin and Yang represent two opposing aspects, that once joined, are invincible and create a stable and well-balanced life. One must learn to accept things the way they are in order to be in peace with himself/herself and in peace with others.
Tuesday, May 3, 2011
Saturday, October 9, 2010
I spy with my little eye a magical world filled with dreamy scenes.
I find beauty in the littlest of things. You probably already know that, but really, if you look just a tad bit closer to every picture you'll realise there was so much you hadn't known. Everything is beautiful.
Well winter is getting closer by the day and i'm so anxious! Why the hell am I anxious? I live in a desert..
I'm excited that the winter holiday is almost here but that's not it. Nor is it because of the fact that it's not as hot as before so the cat that has been stalking me for quite a while will stick around more often (trust me, i'm far from anxious about that). I'm anxious because despite the gloomy mood in winter in the UAE, I love waking up to the sound of droplets hitting the ground and rooftops. When you look to the sky on a normal Abu Dhabi winter/almost rainy day, you won't see much. You might think there's not much but it's the other way around. The visible silver linings of those mushroom clouds add to the beauty and make you wonder what lies beyond those clouds. Who knows, it may be an owl chasing it's dreams and struggling to beat the stormier and colder weather above the clouds in those very skies.
Well winter is getting closer by the day and i'm so anxious! Why the hell am I anxious? I live in a desert..
I'm excited that the winter holiday is almost here but that's not it. Nor is it because of the fact that it's not as hot as before so the cat that has been stalking me for quite a while will stick around more often (trust me, i'm far from anxious about that). I'm anxious because despite the gloomy mood in winter in the UAE, I love waking up to the sound of droplets hitting the ground and rooftops. When you look to the sky on a normal Abu Dhabi winter/almost rainy day, you won't see much. You might think there's not much but it's the other way around. The visible silver linings of those mushroom clouds add to the beauty and make you wonder what lies beyond those clouds. Who knows, it may be an owl chasing it's dreams and struggling to beat the stormier and colder weather above the clouds in those very skies.
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| Soren is my hero <3 |
Brave owl.
Nonetheless, winter isn't depressing at all, it's actually pretty cool (excuse the pun). Sitting inside, drinking hot chocolate with no worries at all. With the occasional cool walk outside with the perfect breeze that all you will need is a light jacket. Although I would love to travel the country and go crazy over a bit of snow someday. I guess that can wait for the future, but as for now, let's enjoy and make most out of the coming winter and beat up that leprachaun and steal his pot of gold.
Ps. Disneyland makes the best hot chocolate EVER.
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| Rainbow in sharjah =D The glowing thing at the end of the rainbow is a pot of gold (: |
Tuesday, September 28, 2010
I don't need a telescope to see that there's hope, and that makes me brave.
Been a while since i last posted, school sucks like that..
Anyway, if you ever feel like you stand out, you're different, you're going through so much; Just look to your side, you're not alone. You're never alone. There's always some other person who is feeling the exact same you do, who will be there for you, and who will hold your hand and help get through, together.
Have you ever looked to the skies with calm music on and thinking of nothing but what lies out there? It happens a lot. There's so much in this world that we don't know of, so many constellations not spotted, so many shooting stars not wished upon. If I ever see a shooting star, I think my only wish would be is to know what to wish for.
One day i'll escape the city lights, i'll take you with me. We'd leave this town behind and escape to the northern lights.
Enough about the wonders of the world, i'll tell you what I do find rather astounding...
"Sometimes I long to fast forward five to ten hours at a time so I could JUST GET THERE ALREADY, and that’s when I realize the ability would be nice, but it’s not a daydream I’m proud of. The last thing I want to do is wish my life away, be it a device to eclipse exhaustion, fatigue, apathy or otherwise. These days are FAR too valuable and I cannot plan which one will be my last. With that outlook, each day, hour and minute is suddenly VERY precious. I must be thankful even for the dull moments because the reality is that I could pass into eternity tonight, next week, six months from now or in fifty years. I need to appreciate the time I’ve been given because that time is not something I can count on. It will elapse at some point and when I look back at the life I’ve just lived, what will I think of it? I don’t want to cross the finish line and feel the tiniest hint of disappointment." - Adam Young.
Truly inspirational. People should indeed appreciate what they are given and make the most of everything they've got; whether it may be in vast quantities or not much at all.
Don't throw your life away for something not worth the risk, don't give up even when you've lost all hope, at some point you'll regret backing away even when at some other point giving up seems to be the best thing to do. Well it's not. It never is, and never will be. You'll never solve a problem in life by walking away, stand your ground and scream to your problems with the top of your lungs, they will never get the best of you.
"Don't tell God how big your problems are, tell your problems how big your God is."
Anyway, if you ever feel like you stand out, you're different, you're going through so much; Just look to your side, you're not alone. You're never alone. There's always some other person who is feeling the exact same you do, who will be there for you, and who will hold your hand and help get through, together.
Have you ever looked to the skies with calm music on and thinking of nothing but what lies out there? It happens a lot. There's so much in this world that we don't know of, so many constellations not spotted, so many shooting stars not wished upon. If I ever see a shooting star, I think my only wish would be is to know what to wish for.
One day i'll escape the city lights, i'll take you with me. We'd leave this town behind and escape to the northern lights.
Enough about the wonders of the world, i'll tell you what I do find rather astounding...
"Sometimes I long to fast forward five to ten hours at a time so I could JUST GET THERE ALREADY, and that’s when I realize the ability would be nice, but it’s not a daydream I’m proud of. The last thing I want to do is wish my life away, be it a device to eclipse exhaustion, fatigue, apathy or otherwise. These days are FAR too valuable and I cannot plan which one will be my last. With that outlook, each day, hour and minute is suddenly VERY precious. I must be thankful even for the dull moments because the reality is that I could pass into eternity tonight, next week, six months from now or in fifty years. I need to appreciate the time I’ve been given because that time is not something I can count on. It will elapse at some point and when I look back at the life I’ve just lived, what will I think of it? I don’t want to cross the finish line and feel the tiniest hint of disappointment." - Adam Young.
Truly inspirational. People should indeed appreciate what they are given and make the most of everything they've got; whether it may be in vast quantities or not much at all.
Don't throw your life away for something not worth the risk, don't give up even when you've lost all hope, at some point you'll regret backing away even when at some other point giving up seems to be the best thing to do. Well it's not. It never is, and never will be. You'll never solve a problem in life by walking away, stand your ground and scream to your problems with the top of your lungs, they will never get the best of you.
"Don't tell God how big your problems are, tell your problems how big your God is."
Sunday, September 5, 2010
A piece of mind.
To be completely honest with you, I have absolutely no idea what to write about. Perhaps I should start by saying what's on my mind...but the real question is...what IS on my mind? And from here, i'll just throw in random thoughts, if you don't understand anything, ignore this post, it's just a tad bit too emotional.
I found myself posting this as my Facebook status; "A goodbye is never permanent because somewhere, sometime, in the end there'll be a time where we'll all meet again. I'm never sad that there's always a goodbye , but because of* the fact there was a hello makes me happy."
My biggest fear. Change. Yes there is a smart word for it or at least similar to it.. "cainophobia" fear of anything new. Give yourself a pat in the back, you learnt new word (which you'd probably forget minutes after reading this post).
Whether it's a close friend that isn't so close anymore, or the way someone talks to you. Well yes, I can take change sometimes. Infact, I, myself change too. I change my clothes, bags, shoes, etc.. And quite often too. But when it comes to a person who walks into your life and is no longer in it, or a person that once made you truly smile suddenly isn't anywhere to be seen or heard of, that change is my biggest fear.
I'm leaving this short post unfinished for different reasons, including the fact that it's 6 AM and I didn't get any rest. i'll make another post soon though =]
May your soul rest in eternal peace.
I found myself posting this as my Facebook status; "A goodbye is never permanent because somewhere, sometime, in the end there'll be a time where we'll all meet again. I'm never sad that there's always a goodbye , but because of* the fact there was a hello makes me happy."
My biggest fear. Change. Yes there is a smart word for it or at least similar to it.. "cainophobia" fear of anything new. Give yourself a pat in the back, you learnt new word (which you'd probably forget minutes after reading this post).
Whether it's a close friend that isn't so close anymore, or the way someone talks to you. Well yes, I can take change sometimes. Infact, I, myself change too. I change my clothes, bags, shoes, etc.. And quite often too. But when it comes to a person who walks into your life and is no longer in it, or a person that once made you truly smile suddenly isn't anywhere to be seen or heard of, that change is my biggest fear.
I'm leaving this short post unfinished for different reasons, including the fact that it's 6 AM and I didn't get any rest. i'll make another post soon though =]
May your soul rest in eternal peace.
Saturday, September 4, 2010
My cape is better than yours.
Superhero movies/cartoons are so predictable and boring. If I were to direct a movie, i'd make the superhero fall in a volcano doing the macerena and the victim has to save him. Seriously though, plots need to be more exciting....outfits need to be a little more superhero-ish as well, something that says "hey, look at me, i'm going to steal your candy, but save your mom." I mean really, what man wears red panties over blue pj's? If it were Justin Beiber, i'd totally understand.
Between me and you, if I could only have one super power. I think it'll be time stopping. I've always wanted to have some kind of super bracelet (or two) that I (and maybe a friend) could wear and instantly stop time in command and freeze everything, except those who wear the bracelet. Oh the things I would do *snickers* (a)
Of all superheroes, male and female, this one specifically is my favourite.
I found this in the temporary tattoo catalog. I'd look so badass with that on the back of my shoulder. The reason this is my favourite is because this character isn't included in any cheesy superhero plot, *points at chest* and he has a T on his chest! Can't get any more epic.
Between me and you, if I could only have one super power. I think it'll be time stopping. I've always wanted to have some kind of super bracelet (or two) that I (and maybe a friend) could wear and instantly stop time in command and freeze everything, except those who wear the bracelet. Oh the things I would do *snickers* (a)
Of all superheroes, male and female, this one specifically is my favourite.
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| FTW <3 |
I found this in the temporary tattoo catalog. I'd look so badass with that on the back of my shoulder. The reason this is my favourite is because this character isn't included in any cheesy superhero plot, *points at chest* and he has a T on his chest! Can't get any more epic.
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